Thats how many I’ve reviewed already in the last 5 months or so.
So it feels like time to take stock.
First thing to say is: just because a film is not made in Hollywood doesn’t necessarily make it a better, more worthwhile film.
Considering I’m self-selecting all the films i watch, its interesting – and even a little dismaying – how much duff stuff I’ve seen. Only about a dozen of these 50 films would have been worth going out to see at a cinema.
Secondly: I haven’t seen anything truly, genuinely, inspiring. Only a couple of films – “Whisky”, and “Alice in the Cities” – might I consider buying in the future – but they aren’t must-have films. They aren’t “Forever” films.
I keep watching – and hoping – to find a Forever film; a film that I want to watch again and again; a film that feels like a friend; a film I feel a belonging to, because its sown itself irreplaceably into the fine fabric of my soul, and become an essential part of my life – “forever”.
Thirdly: I’m getting more aware of the kind of film i seem to take to:
They’re either naturalistic, heart-warming, symbolic parables of a simpler more innocent way to live: “The day i became a woman” (Iran), “The Story of the Weeping Camel” (Mongolia) are 2 examples.
Or they have a languid and laconic stylised “take” on life ala Kaurismaki. I seem to like deadpan, droll, and understated acting; characters that don’t necessarily say a lot, or if they do, say it quietly without over-dramatising their feelings, or performing theatrically expressed emotions.
I want characters to have feelings, to be full of soul; but lets keep the interiorty of the soul where it belongs – inside, and (mostly) private, and not splurging self-indulgent Egotism out at you the whole time.
That said, I prefer character-driven to plot-driven films.
That said, I’ve seen 3 of Kaurismaki’s films and i don’t know that I’d want to see too many more. Once you’ve “got” what he does – that’s it; everything else seems like a repetition of the same minimalistic deadpan drollery.
Maybe that could be said of every “Auter” director who has a distinctive style and definite way of making films (and I include Tarkovsky, Rohmer, Herzog et al too)
Most of the “classic” films I’ve seen seem merely historical; kind of out dated and hoplessly old fashioned; irrelevant to life as it is lived now (Truffuat immediately springs to mind)
I don’t go for genre films at all. I’d much prefer for a film to stand alone as idiosyncratically and stubbornly itself – be genre defying, be outside the conventions of what constitutes say a “Rom-Com”, or a “Thriller” etc.
I’m pretty much against film soundtracks; especially of the swishy orchestral swings kind. I don’t like all that hyped up sugary sentimentality being poured into my ears, and pulling on my heart-strings.
I’ve become increasingly watchful and wary – of how manipulative films are; all the jumping about with POV, the fast cutting and editing, the way that so-called suspense is contrived into the story telling so as to get you lurching forward to what happens next (rather than simply being with what is happening, and being seen, “now”)
So what is it i want to experience when i watch a film?
Well, not spoon-fed easy escapism or being passively entertained. Too often I’ve felt hollowed out by the superficiality of facile “fodder” like that.
I don’t mind being “challenged” (ala Tarkovsky, or Bela Tarr – who i haven’t seen anything by yet, but I think he’s going to take me out of my comfort zone) Probably – more than challenged – i like to be “charmed”. I want a film to charm me into its world. So as to feel inspired enough to come back into my own world again – and live life “more”.
With more heart. And a wish to connect.
I don’t want watching films to disconnect me from my life; to be arid, abstract exercises in how to be more clever “about” life.
A film needs to feel like it’s representing “life” itself: real life, authentic experience, genuine expression, coming from integrity – and with heart.
I’ll put a lot of myself into watching if a film is giving something that feels truthful, something true; and not just something that’s been made up and contrived to get you into customer and consumer mode: the main aim being to get you – me – the unthinking Joe Public, into buying tickets, products, merchandise. Drugged – all of us – into sleepy acquiscent forgetfulness.
Ok, that’ll do for now.
No doubt I’ll have more to say later (at the 100 film milestone!….Lol….)
These are all thoughts in progress.